*sigh*

Maybe I'm manic depressive...

Today I feel extremely sad and alone. I'm no one's top priority anymore. Everyone has their own lives. It's not fair or reasonable of me to think they should or can say hi. They have their own joys and burdens to concern themselves with. I've been taking everyone for granted. I'm sorry. Hope is one thing, expecting something to happen is another. I'm just so lonely. My main love language is touch. I used to get hugged a lot everyday, now I go days without being touched. I like strong hugs and most people don't give them. I'm starting to feel more. I don't like it, but I need to. It just makes me feel more alone. It hurts so much and the pain is so deep. I just pray it doesn't break me.

Relay For Life

What an emotional, invigorating, powerful, liberating and life-changing event! How much more awesome can you get?! How riveting! I hope I can go to one this year. I don't know what I'd be doing for sure, but I really want to go. Next year, I hope to participate on a team walking around the track. I'm not sure how it's all going to go down or what it all entails, but I'm excited and more passionate about it than ever! I'll participate for as long as I am able. I can't even accurately describe how I feel about it and I haven't even been to one yet! I'm certain this is just something you have to experience to truly understand and I'm ready for it!

May God get the glory through it all.