Maybe I'm manic depressive...
Today I feel extremely sad and alone. I'm no one's top priority anymore. Everyone has their own lives. It's not fair or reasonable of me to think they should or can say hi. They have their own joys and burdens to concern themselves with. I've been taking everyone for granted. I'm sorry. Hope is one thing, expecting something to happen is another. I'm just so lonely. My main love language is touch. I used to get hugged a lot everyday, now I go days without being touched. I like strong hugs and most people don't give them. I'm starting to feel more. I don't like it, but I need to. It just makes me feel more alone. It hurts so much and the pain is so deep. I just pray it doesn't break me.
2 comments:
Praying is good! You should pray! Pray to Jesus with all your might and rely on Him! He will be there for you even when it seems everyone else is not!
Don't give up!
I would have commented on this sooner, but I haven't checked blogs in a while.
*hugs* I've got you in my prayers. I know how you feel and I know how hard it is.
Love to you and may you feel joy again soon.
God bless.
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